Numb.

I cried for the first time in ages last night. I woke up feeling the same.

Finally made a flicr account: http://www.flickr.com/photos/47377913@N03/ !

hahaha phone pics

London

I will hunt down pictures of myself later! Such a great trip.

zzz

((A picture of you that you had no idea was being taken. (Ghana, December 2005))

Thank you guys for the lovely comments:
I'll keep you posted when I know more about everything but its all good things happening to me!

Going to London for the weekend for a 'youth art interchange' seminar in Tate Britain. See you! (I should still pack)

2008

Right now I haven't got a clue what is going to happen: tomorrow, in a week, in a month or in a years time... one phone call changed it all

A letter to ???

Today it really hit he: moving. Leaving Helsinki, my home of 18 years. For a moment It felt sad for the first time. I've been wanting to move and pursue my dreams since I was 13 but suddenly leaving my old life behind has started to give me cold feet. I couldn't get my act together so I roamed around Helsinki for 2h and once I got back I bursted into tears on my door step. I'm not being a big baby over this but its the fact that I don't really see myself moving back (here) once I leave. And it is the little things I'll miss like not being able to go for lunch to my Grandparents house on Sundays or ride my bike to town. Now when all of this is becoming a reality instead of just a distant dream I guess what I'm feeling is normal. I came up with about 1½ reasons why I'd still live here in a years time and those reasons are personal, things I haven't shared with anyone. But in the long run, who knows what life will have to offer? I just can't help thinking about all the people I never met in this town and whom I would have gotten along with. In the other hand I feel like too many people repress themselves with their own arrogance. You can't just chat up with people with out them thinking you've got an ulterior motive! So I guess I need new surroundings. Unfortunately I haven't got a script for my life so I'll just have to take it day by day and it should all be good.

Floordrobe. Ih no time to clean.

Eating canned pears

Weekdays consist of studies, meetings in Kiasma, friends, dancing, lack of sleep and eating. Fast pace, fun and boring, confusing and clear.

Regina Regina Regina

Last nigth I went to see one of my favorite Finnish bands Regina at Tavastia.
The band is keeping an one year break, they didn't mention why but the singer was obviously pregnant.




Holyyy... they have karhu beer in 1l cans now... Its HUGE: look at it next to the pint and the 0,33l can.